The Blog of Daniel

Just my place to write without any delusions of self-importance.


I used to be a big believer in prayer.    Anytime someone else had a need I would ask God to meet that need.    On many occasions I have done what I can to help them meet that need.  After a lot of years I asked a friend why with my being such a big believer in prayer, why was my own life such a fucking waste.    He suggested maybe it because I always pray for everyone else's needs and not my own.    I just assumed that other people would be praying for me.  Quid pro quo.    Now I simply choose to not believe in prayer because the only other alternatives are that nobody considers me worth praying for -or- that God isn't listening to them.    Why?    Can someone tell me why?

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