You Just Never Know

When I was married you admired me for my attentiveness to my husband; house; to others when around and all my creative abilities; cooking; decorating; my humor; my looks or so you said!
When you get tired of your wife can I have her? you would say!------ - - - -
Years pass- - - - I'm dancing in a club; I'm single; you buy me drinks- - - -
beg me to dance with you because it was your birthday! Well as you may have guessed I was also lonely too I didn't know the single game was vulnerable and took your word to be true yes I did! spend the night! Looking forward to many more visits since we
were also friends and I thought you felt so comfortable with me or so you replied ;Hmmmmmm?- - - - - more years go by- - - I see you at many outside concerts with other common friends?- - - - You ignore me;Hmmmmm?
Once a year for a few more years this goes on? - - - The others you hang with say hi but you don't? - - - you are with a woman so what? I have also moved on for many years with my own life? - - -
See you many more times :Now you are there also with children still no acknowledgment of my existence?
More years go by Then I am surprized to hear from someone who knows you that your wife and children have left you for almost perhaphs? the same reason you have
decided to make me invisible!- - -?
YOU Have Become Crippled from A Massive Stroke!!!- - - And I can't help but wonder? - - - -???
And I think with sin and full of malice and am a bit ashamed? And I am surprised At my own thoughts?- - - - -

Now you too know how It feels to be the one- - -
Who Is rejected!; neglected!; dejected!
Almost invisible!

Maybe now; sometimes maybe- - - -? I cross your mind; Laying there
Incapacitated!
That you payed me no mind!
Were unkind to my state of mind!
How you blew me off; passed me over
Because you thought I wasn't worth your time! Humf!!
I felt ostracized at the time!
Now it's your turn!
To wallow in your own lonely slime!
And realize indifference is a hurt full emotional crime!

Maybe you'll be lucky & find someone?
To notice you?; feel for you?; care for you?
Be there for you?
Or not?

HA!

Maybe you'll come out of all this just FINE?