Once a dreamer, always a dreamer!

 Danille and Fergie (dog)

Age:  24
Location:  Minnesota
Occupation:  Soon to be a part time student for my associates degree in IT (Information Technology)

Hobbies:  In my free time, or what little I have, I enjoy reading, writing, designing web pages, and sometimes entire web sites, jigsaw puzzles, and almost anything to do with the medical field, but most of all I enjoy intellectual stimulation (i.e. long conversations about such things as discrimination, or the idea of "the family table").

Want to know more about who I am?  Click here.  Keep in mind as you do though that at this moment it's still a work in progress, and it may be for quite some time.  Smile

 

Smiling at the stars...

Tuesday, March 25, 2008 at 03:45 PM by Danielle - Tagged as Friends & Family

   In my last post, I talked about how Mr. anything and I hadn't talked in almost two weeks.  For some reason though, I just knew in my heart of hearts he would be back, eventually.  It wasn't going to be like my other internet friendships.  All I could do was wait patiently and do everything I could to let him know I was here for him when he was ready.

   Friday night, the 21st, as I was laying in bed listening to sappy love songs, unwinding, I started thinking about him again.  After a few moments of letting my mind wander back to conversations we'd had, I looked up and asked God to help me with two things: (1) Give me a sign to let me know he was doing ok, and (2) let him know that somebody WAS thinking about him and praying for him.  For the entire weekend, I stayed logged into Yahoo! Messenger so I didn't miss him if by chance he did sign in.  I was also vigulant about checking his blog, thinking that maybe he would mention my last post there.  No such luck throughout the weekend.

   Last night at about seven o'clock, I heard someone sign into messenger.  I glanced down at the right corner of my screen to see who it was, and very, very excitedly noticed it was him! Smile   I couldn't start an IM fast enough.  I was so excited to see him, that my fingers weren't listening to my brain LOL!  Luckily though, I didn't have to struggle for long because he started an IM with me a couple seconds after he signed in.  At that exact moment, it was as if a HUGE weight of sadness and emptiness had been lifted! Smile  If he could have seen the extremely cheesey grin on my face right then, knowing him the way I do, he probably would've busted out laughing! Laughing 

    After I finished telling him how much I'd missed him, I said, "You must have read my last post."

   "Not yet."

   "Hmmmmmmmm... Smile"

   "You'll see what I mean when you read it. Smile"

   You see, it's quite simple.  God heard my prayers, and answered them in the MOST OBVIOUS way possible! Smile  If I would missed His sign, it would have been my own damn fault!  Thankfully though, I didn't!!! Smile  Needless to say, I went to sleep smiling at the stars last night! Smile