Amber's Abode

three steps forward, two steps back

Well, I'm not sure what to make of my life right now.  I'm still feeling better as an alive person now, but I've had a setback.  My surgery site got infected, so its back on hard-core antibiotics for a week.

I'm trying so hard not to get discouraged.  A moment in time, I have varying degrees of success.  Right now, I'm kind of sad, but I know there is a light at the end of the tunnel.  I probably won't get as sick from the side effects as I have before because I am healthier to start with, but I'm not sure.

I'm also really lonely right now.  There is someone I was really hoping to see today that I didn't.  Kind of a usual thing lately, people bailing on me, even if it's no fault of their own.

But I have a long-distance friend whom I haven't seen in about 10 years coming to visit me for a few days starting Sunday, a week from tomorrow.  I'm so wildly excited, this visit means many things to me and the other person, although I'm not sure to what level I'm going to blog about it during or afterwards yet.  I'm only praying now that I will be free of most of the effects of the antibiotics by the time they arrive.

To distract myself during my healing, I got a copy of the Sims three.  I don't know if I will be able to keep it because unless I can figure out how to slow time down or pause it and still be able to do things to progress, I can't click fast enough to make them happy.  Does anyone know how to help me?

Talk to everyone soon.

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